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I want a man--ANY man

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:12:16 GMT

I find it distressing when I talk to women (not saying men don't do this as well, but it seems much more prevailant in women) amd they are making themselves crazy over a man or sometimes more than one man.

I remember my Aunt talking about being part of the feminist movement in the early 70's who would get crazy over my mother who had to have a man in her at all times. Without a man my mother was not OK...what did my mother get for accepting any man in her life? A man that was verbally and physically abusive and one that molested both of her daughters. I have to say, there is no amount of anything that anyone could give me that would be worth that. Where is mom today? She has lost both of her daughters because we refused to be around the man that stole so much from us. There is no way that I will ever subject myself or my child to her; she has had contact with my daughter in any way and has never so much as seen her from afar. My mother now lives with my younger brother and she is dependant on him as the man that she accepted no matter what he did, obviously did not accept her for life. She was miserable with him for almost 30 years and now my brother wants to get married and get a home with his future wife...sorry kids but moving mom in with you and a new marriage is a very bad idea and my brother knows this. He is trying to find a place that she can live, but she doesn't work and no real source of income. She is nearing the age of retirement with zero retirement because the man that she choose couldn't or wouldn't hold a job, so he also has no retirement coming and if he did his WIFE would get the money anyway. Yes, he was still married to his first wife and never divorced.

Before you decide you MUST have a man in your life ask yourself this question: Do I want whatever comes along or am I willing to be on my own until the "right" person comes along?

Never ever rely on someone else for your own worth because in the end you won't have much self worth left.

Any man will not do!

Powerful Love Spell

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:11:14 GMT

OK, the title may seem misleading on some level as well all that I do NOT do spells, I don't subscribe to them and I am firm believer that everything we need comes from within.

So what is my magical love spell? You must follow the next steps to the letter:

1. Love yourself unconditionally: If you don't love yourself; how can you ask someone else to love you?

2. KNOW that you are worthy of true and honest love from others.

3. Give yourself permission to love and be loved.

4. Give yourself a great big hug, because you are LOVED!

Orbs

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:09:31 GMT

If you look closely you can see good sized orbs

Cuz I'm bored

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:07:10 GMT

Unleash your inner Goddess

Wed, 21 May 2008 03:05:33 GMT

This morning I pulled a Goddess card and I had to smile when I pulled Aphrodite. I have really been trying to invoke Aphrodite a lot more these days and I can say that the temperature has gone up quite a bit in my little corner of the world.

Almost a year, my life went into crisis mode and honestly, it began long before that when my husband was deployed to Iraq. I became so busy being a soldier's wife and shutting down the sexual energy as infidelity is NOT something I subscribe to in my life, especially when the spouse is in the middle of a combat zone. Fourteen months is a long time so shutting OFF my sexual energy seemed to be the safest thing to do. No, I didn't wake up one day and say "Oh, I am going to shut off all of my sexual energy." but by instinct and self preservation that is what occured.

When my husband returned we found ourselves struggling to make ends meet, fighting for custody of his child, dealing with a PTSD and eventually we seperated. Again, the sexual energy had no use in my lif or so I thought.

A few months ago, I looked in the mirror and noticed that my skin looked like garbage, the spark in my eye was gone and my zest for life was in the toilet. Then I heard a radio show that talked up turning up the sexual/femine energy. "Oh, I can't do that." I thought to myself. "People will think I am a slut."

Turning up your sexual/femine energy does not mean you go out and sleep with the first person that comes along, nor does it require inappropriate behavior. It means OWNING your power as woman. It means being confident within your own skin and your own sexuality. It means feeling good about YOU!

Some small steps to opening up and letting your Goddess flow. Remember, you are doing this for YOU and not to attract a lover (though if you are looking to attract a lover, this certainly won't hurt a thing).

1. Get out of those sweats! Put on something that makes you feel nice.

2. Put on some sensual music and dance around the kitchen if that is the only place you have to move but MOVE your body.

3. Do your hair, nails, make-up or even take a day and go to a spa if you have the means. Even if all you are doing is hanging around the house, look good for yourself, so when you pass that mirror, you can see something that make you feel good about you.

4. Exercise, get the heart pumping, the blood flowing and just feel good about yourself, even if it's just a short walk, do something that feels good.

5. Remember no matter your age, your weight, your body type or any other stupid thing that society puts on women, you ARE a Goddess and you are beautiful.

Love And Light

OK so it is kind of pretty

Wed, 21 May 2008 02:58:59 GMT

Does the snow ever stop?

Wed, 21 May 2008 02:57:23 GMT

Snow

Wed, 21 May 2008 02:55:47 GMT

One More

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 14:40:03 GMT

More pictures

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 14:37:48 GMT

My $1.00 garage sale deal

Why I Love Pay Per Post

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:45:25 GMT

For those who have read my blog in the past you know I pick up a few extra dollars by writing about products, etc..
I do this by going to payperpost.com and finding different websites and products that I think are worth talking about and then I write about them in my blog.
Let me tell you the extra money is always good! There are some who are making several hundred dollars a month doing this. I haven't been quite as dedicated to my blog as I would have liked to have been during my move or I could have had some kind of money coming in just about every single day ranging from just a couple of dollars to a couple of hundred based on my blogs ranking and what ad's I choose to promote.
Now, that I am on my own without a second income payperpost is going to become my new best friend because let me tell you starting over with nothing is EXPENSIVE.
Why not make some extra cash for a few minutes (as in less than 10 minutes if you type fast) work?
If you are ready to start posting ads on blogs then check out payperpost.com
I am doing just that right this minute. All you need is a paypal account, a blog that is more than 90 days old and a few minutes. There is nothing hidden, this works exactly as I am telling you. No fees to you, no crazy forms, etc.. just blog about products and websites.

Oh yeah...you usually have to put this little box on your blog when you do blog about a product.

If you can copy and paste, you can do it!

Back In The Land Of The Living

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:32:14 GMT

Finally I have my apartment and DSL!!!!! I'll be posting more often now that I am once again connected with the world. This is what my backyard looks like. Haven't met the resident black bear yet but the bull frog sings me to sleep every night.

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:28:46 GMT

Yep Almost Paradise

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As you can tell I love this beach

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More pics to come

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:16:14 GMT

I don't have a great deal of time these days to post but I wanted to share some of the photos I have been taking since I moved. I hope you enjoy them.

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:10:27 GMT

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:08:56 GMT

Hmmmm

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 13:31:02 GMT

I am in a small, quiet town but just a little while ago three police cars went by with their sirens blaring. It's kind of weird since I am here alone, I don't like when I hear stuff like that. I hope whatever the problem is, everyone will be OK.

A Reaspon For Everything

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 00:16:09 GMT

Sometimes I forget to step back and look at what is right in front of me. Today, just as things appear to be moving, very, very slowly but still moving in the right direction for me, I came to understand why things have happened the way they have in the past month.
There is a woman that I now believe I was supposed to meet, one who can guide me toward something that others have mentioned to me but none have ever been willing to show me the way on a path that I feel is very important in my life.
I really need to slow down and remember for everything there is a reason.

Standing Up For Myself

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 14:13:53 GMT

Funny how much a person can change in a short time. I am learning to stand up for myself with someone who knows how to push every possible button I have. Don't ever let someone bully you because the more you allow it, the more they do it.